THIS IS IT

First of all, my gratitude to Kay and bro Faisal for their informal online tutorial and encouragement on getting me to start a blog. I don't know if both of you still remember... But I remember that you both kept urging me to start a blog, saying that it's not difficult, interesting, giving me links on tutorial etc. hehe... Syukran Jazilan :)

Masya-Allah...that was 7 (S E V E N) years ago...!

I considered my early venture into blogging as 'LOST'. You probably would have noticed it if you had gone through those 'infant' posts. I was, really, truly-bruly, a lost dinghy (I'm not sure why I chose that word). Being just graduated and having bleak ideas on the future... I decided to give it a try. It did help though.

However, at some point in life now, I felt something is not right (No, I'm not saying blogging is wrong).

There's this tugging feeling that keep recurring...and tugging...and gnawing at my conscience, ever since 2007...

I read and heard many times, that to start or to do away with something, it has to start with an action. If it is impossible to do so, then do something symbolic for it.

This blog has appeared and survived out of a bad memory an inconvenient truth. No matter how many good stuff I tried to put in, it hangs there. Because I let it.

So, after these couple of very significant last posts I made; on Forgiveness & on Freedom , I figured I can finally take action. It might not help permanently, but at least I know I have closed the book and am moving on, plus Stop hoping that the past could be different.



#Listening endlessly to Opick's Tiada Duka Yang Abadi