Searching for new roads to travel, new horizons to explore & new dreams to call my own...
Compartmentalization
Friday, 30 May 2008
Life is like a box of chocolate...what if u get a worm?
Supergloomypessimisticdreadfuland… atrocious?
Wats d antonym of prodigious that rhyme wit –ious?
Get this scenario;
You were asked 2 prepare for sumthin, quite important. U decided to follow d order even tho' uve made ur point dat wat they asked u 2 prepare on was actually not related 2 the issue at hand. So u feel comforted 4 awhile at the explanation/encouragement given. And so u've been preparing for like 40 days.
U brainstormd on ideas, trying to make the content fits perfectly. U even surfed the net to compensate the extra hour they slotted, to make sure what you put in wil be ...meaningful&worthwhile. Suddenly, u decided 2 do a final check, more like, for normality sake. A few calls, & then close to the 11th hour, all those 40 days preparation, the 55 copies of handout made, the period of being amazingly annoying around close fren (:p), not to mention the plans made with other people on your 'duty' hours - were put down the drain...
HOW would U FEEL? & WHAT would U DO?
Anyway, nothing is put down d drain actually. im juz lamenting on life's abnormalities, wic later become passing episodes in life....
Sunday, 18 May 2008
*SWITCH IT*
Book: Health Today May 2008
This weekend, I totally feel like burying my head under piles of paperback novels…!!?
Tal Bachman- She's so high
She's blood, flesh and bone
No tucks or silicone
She's touch, smell,
sight, taste and sound
But somehow I can't believe
That anything should happen
I know where I belong
And nothing's gonna happen
'Cause she's so high
High above me, she's so lovely
She's so high, like
Cleopatra, Joan of Arc, or
Aphrodite
She's so high, high above me
First class a fancy free
She's high society
She's got the best of everything
What could a guy like me
ever really offer?
She's perfect as she can be, why
should I even bother?
(Chorus)
She calls to speak to me
I freeze immediately
'Cause what she says sounds so unreal
'Cause somehow I can't believe
That anything should happen
I know where I belong
And nothing's gonna happen
(Chorus)
[ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/h5i ]
Thursday, 15 May 2008
Superhappyoptimisticjoyfulandprodigious!
Once we arrived (the frens gave perfect direction--- we weren’t perfect direction-followers :p) Naz introduced me 2 her frens; Shida, K.C & Mai. Apparently they all taught in the same place once when Naz were in Johor. They were a jovial & harmonious bunch. As usual, I find it hard 2 communicate once after the introductn—Naz wudnt let me call her ‘kak’ since I work in KMM, but I cant juz call her frens there n then by their names?? Esp. since they r more or less 5 yrs older than me & the way things r btwn us, I kud sense their look saying “who’s dis "green"-looking lass?”. Totally awkward…!
But things started 2 warm up dat nite when out 4 dinner, while “queing” at Johnny’s, we chatted. I started by calling them ‘kak’ of course & found it a total relief towards the end. They seemed more com4table too, calling me ‘Adik’ d whole time..hehe..they never been able 2 pronounce my name even after Naz had told em. I hope Naz wudnt mind me addressing her frens wit ‘kak’.
Anyway, during MICELT, we went 2 different presentations most of d time. We’ve agreed dat it’s best if we kud cover as many topics/presentations as we can rather than goin 2 d same room d whole time. Naz has her frens 2 accompany her anyway. While I don’t mind & was more keen on goin 2 rooms dat has ‘group work’ / ‘cooperative learning’ theme in their titles. Because—I need 2 present my paper again in 2 more weeks, need 2 add sumthing 2 suffice d 40 min slot they r giving me.
I met a couple of familiar faces at d conference; Sis Yati fr Kolj MARA K. Nerang, d twin sister of my roommate during KPLI (I mistook her as Sis Yana at 1st?!) & another was my supervisor while I was doing ROS in SMK Asma, A. Star 3 yrs ago. But I hadn’t d chance 2 talk 2 d lady. I noticed on d list there were a lot of participants/presenters from IIUM also tho’ not of any1 I know.
I was merely a listener in most of the presentations dat I went to except 1 on wic the paper was abt Inculcation of Spiritual Intelligence in ESL . The presenters were fr UPM & wat made me really want 2 speak 2 em was because they talkd abt the education syllabus in UK. They talk abt the Religious Education that they have there that allow children to learn abt other religions openly in a more academic manner.
Friday, 9 May 2008
Things that i wanted to say...but i didnt.
When you asked, “What’s your average day like?”, I wanted to say,
“Well, I normally go to work around 7.30- 7.40 am. I’ll fetch 3 other math lecturers who are staying in a house on my way to the college. I try to have breakfast at home. Sometimes I’d packed my breakfast/ buy from the cafĂ©. I make sure I have breakfast, because I rarely have lunch on weekdays. Lunchtime from 1-2pm is not enough for me to pray zohor & go out to lunch! & most of the time, that is the only time when my students & I are available for consultation. Otherwise I’d meet them after office hours at 4.15 pm.
At the beginning I always go home around 6.30 pm. There’ve been days when I go home after isyak too, esp. after xm season/ to do meeting minutes/ to do research. I faced several burn outs then. So since a year ago I sort of made a vow to come home earlier, at least by 4.30 pm. Do you think I succeed?
Haha..it lasted only for a couple of weeks. But I think nowadays I come home at 5.30 or so. Well, that’s an improvement, right?
I prefer home-cooked food. So, coming home from work to cook is what drives me to be home earlier since I don’t have time for lunch on most days. It’s therapeutic at times. Otherwise it’s just biscuits & milo for me :p .
Weekends, sometimes I still need to go to the office on Saturday. Sometimes, my colleagues would ask me out for movies/ shopping/ sightseeing/ even sleep at their place, which is very rarely. Their place is abt 20 min from mine. I just long to lie down reading novels.
When you said, “I’m wearing Bata. Juz RM 28. I don’t mind but I need it to walk around here”. I wanted to say, “Hey, I’m wearing Bata also & Yes, I agree it’s troublesome if someone stole our shoes. Let’s juz tawakal & hope it doesn’t happen…”
When you showed me that German Mythology book, I was speechless, fascinated actually. .. What I had in mind was, “Wow, I could use that for lesson materials. In fact, I could use almost all that u showed me”.
When you asked "Do you like cats?". I only smiled. I almost laughed actually. I wanted to tell you "I half expected that question to come" & when it did, i couldn't say anything.
When you said, “You can flip the last few pages & see what it (The Secrets) says”, I didn’t do that & put the book down instead. But I’ve said what I wanted to say & shared it with you. What I wished to add was, “I’ve tried one of them (writing down what I hope for) recently & I think it worked. Maybe you can give it a try” :)
When you said, “Hope to see you again after this”, I wanted to say, “Yes, I’d like that”. But I didn’t…I couldn’t.
Finally, Thank You very much for giving me one of the most humbling experiences in my life.
p/s: Have a Nice Day =p
Wednesday, 7 May 2008
More quizzes for this tired noggin :P
You are a Brainy Girl! |
![]() Whether you're an official student or a casual learner, you enjoy hitting the books. You know a little bit about everything, and you're always dying to know more. For a guy to win your heart, he's got to share some of your intellectual interests. An awesome book collection of his own doesn't hurt either! |
well, i wasnt really hanging out at any lab. but a geek i am...not quite successful yet.
Brainy Kid |
![]() In high school, you were acing AP classes or hanging out in the computer lab. You may have been a bit of a geek back then, but now you're a total success! |
So, i was meant 2 study education after all... :P
Your Learning Style: Unconventional and Insightful |
![]() You are very intuitive and ingenious. You're attracted to any field of study that lets you break the rules. You Should Study: Art Art history Architecture Comparative religions Eastern religion Education Music Philosophy |
Keep on finding Good
You Are Grass Green |
![]() Down to earth and a bit of a hippie, you are very into nature and the outdoors. You accept the world and people as they are. You don't try to change things. You are also very comfortable with yourself, flaws and all. Optimistic about the future, you feel like life is always getting better. |
Tuesday, 6 May 2008
Saturday, 3 May 2008
Friday, 2 May 2008
Noises in the nights..!
Hope it's not the rodents!? So many of our stuff are still out there in the balcony. I saw a cushion torn open with its cotton strewn out.
Wonder who/ what made the noises in the nights???!
Surely hope it's not the rodents!?
Wanna know who/ what?...



