we departed fr maktab around 3 pm. strange...i dun feel Nything usual like wat other ppl seem 2 feel. No excitement, no 'lookin-4wrd to' feelings etc. none. Juz sum...sadness,dissappointment, troublesome...but i tried 2 ignore dat. i guess sum of my classmates wud undrstand dis. Imagine, its our last prog by maktab n the whole class r not gathered in 1 place. majority of us went 2 langkawi but sum decided 2 go 2 harvard resort in bedong. such a dissappointment...! but i understand, 1 thing d arrangement wud be easier for them than 4 those who wud b going 2 langkawi. moreover we had just had d KISSM xm...n we also realized dat we wud be having BTN xm soon after. so no excitement kud b present throughout d prog. hmm...
Nyway, 4 us in langkawi, we stayed at d Pusat Latihan Chandek Kura along with trainees from MP Tuanku Bainun (MPTB). they were all the primary school batch comprised of Kem.Hidup, Agama n Seni Visual teacher trainees. the LDK acTVT were of members from both maktab. it was okay i wud say. tho' the 1 slot dat nearly made my head burst wit heat was about politics. we even missed our morning break coz of the 'so many things' dat the facilitator wanted 2 tell us. n guess what? D session continued wit yet D same topic...?! hahaa...i did laughed2 myself, mind u. not bcoz i have any negative sentiments 2 d topic, NO...but it's just too much. we hadnt enuff sleep n d weather was so hot but thank god we managed 2 bear wit it all since i wasnt d only 1 who felt dat way :) solidarity does cure d anomaly.
I was afraid dat i wudnt b able 2 join d physical acTVTs. Luckly they werent so hard actvts. even d Kembara was unexpectedly, MILD....i mean they literally called it as Kembara Minda(mind trekking) instead of Kembara Rimba (jungle trekking). but we did went along trekking..around d villagers' houses n out n abt sum construction sites n barren woods. d new concept was dat when we stoppd at d checkpoints, we had 2 create n compose short stories or even continue stories written by other groups. the last checkpoint was arranging puzzles.
My group had dis 1 trainee fr sarawak n he had us laughin at times especially when we got into d woods. He seemed excited in there as if he hadnt been in the jungle for such a long time. True- as his frens said. d trainee musta missed his home so much. Amusingly, his classmates call him as 'tupai' (squirrel), just how he had acted during the Kembara..kiH....
hm, i unwittingly didnt get 2 xchange contact numbers wit d other trainees fr MPTB. i guess d atmosphere was affected. i usually nvr missed any effort 2 keep in contact wit others. moreso i had lost any moTvation then as i dun have my camera. oh well...ade rezki, insyaAllah....
dat nite we arrived 2 maktab around 8 pm...ppl were shaking hands n hugging n bidding farewell 2 each other. we didnt get 2 meet our frenz who went 2 harvard resort. we heard dat they had gone home since 5 pm dat evenin. all i can say is d emotion when leaving hi skool n IIU was greater than here n now. but i sure do miss my frens already...
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